thursday

I have recently discovered that days, or dates mean little to me inspite of the countdown to when I have to leave my home again (today its not Thursday, August 4-its 2 more days). 2 more days left here, at my home, in my bed, in a place where life just seems to be and things just fit and fall into place... But I must go, and I am excited about it-only, this new place is away from the family and friends I have worked so hard to develop a good relationship with, and I just don't know what to expect. My next little journey is almost completely unknown to me, I mean I know the destination and I love it there, I just don't know the details, and details are important to me. I don't know the people either-oh I know I will get to know them-but in my world lately I haven't stayed in one place for very long at a time (actually I have been back in BC for over 11 months and this is the longest time I have spent in one place in over 6 years) so jumping from place to place just isn't what I once thought it would be. So, I hope people will bear with me as I go to a new place and as I leave this place, as I put one adventure on hold and participate in another, as I leave friends I love and value, and meet new ones-I really wish i could have the best of both worlds and that distances wouldn't make a difference in friendships

ahh the never ending hope for a perfect world. one day... one day...