learning slowly

I wish it weren't such a true statement in my life, but I definitely learn a little slowly... It doesn't so much happen in the memorization of facts, but more the stuff that gets dealt with in my heart. Recently, trusting has been a pretty big deal to me. Trusting people hasn't been so bad. It's been way more difficult believing that what I read about God is true, not only in older times but now. The trustworthiness of his character is a current thing. It is not old, and it's not a 'has been' situation. I know all this with my mind, but my heart just seems to take a little longer to catch up... I really wish it were not so...